I know most my age don't really like their parents but I don't think everyone goes through what I do when it comes to mine.
I probably hate my mother. I know I can't really actually hate her because she is my mother but some of the things she does just pisses me off so much! Especially this one thing and and is the fact that she always cheats on my dad. I don't like it one bit. Oh, and another thing that bothers me about that is my dad knows and hasn't done anything about it. I don't get why he always tells her that she hurt him and yet he is still with her.
So after I caught my mom cheating for the first time she and I weren't on the best of terms (we still aren't but it's a little more calm now). It's beefing several months since then but about a week ago I caught her again. I can't stand it because I know they don't love each other and I feel it's not right that she is taking advantage of my father like that. It's so confusing sometimes as to how I want or need to treat them so it can kind of get overwhelming l. I think this is where I get my depression from.. I suppose it's very possible.
Now, since I caught my mom for a second time I have been treated extremely different...she is rude to me but at the same time it's like she is kissing up to me... Its nice but I don't want to be praised for those reasons.
I am getting a bit sleepy! Gootnight
