So, I spent the night with boyfriend and his sister (Matthew and Emily) who seems to me like a sister to me last night. Everything was going okay then I said a few things to make my boyfriend upset and we had an argument. As soon as all of that was going on I went to Emily for help. Emily was having some problems and I laughed with her about them and she helped me with mine too.
It's nice to have someone there you can talk to. I have Matthew but I can't always go to him especially when it him I need to talk about. I go to Emily for a lot of my problems and I am surprised she sticks around for it all. I guess that's what sisters are for. :)
Matthew helps with a lot of things too. I am always feeling so bad about my weight. A lot of girls do. Last night I was sitting in Emily's room and I was talking to her about how I thought I looked pregnant in the picture her father had taken of us on Halloween. It got to me and I almost started crying and she could tell. I tried to leave but she told me to stay and I was for some reason shocked. I stayed and tried to hold by tears and I did. I felt I should talk to Matthew about this since it was making me feel so terrible. I asked him if I could talk to him and he soon came to me. I told him what the problem was and he made me feel so much better. He had me lay down me on his bed and he sat down and told me how he felt about the way I looked. The things he told me made me feel so much better about myself and I am glad I went to him.
Emily and Matthew are always there for me and I want to always be there for them. They are the best friends I could ever have and I am so lucky to have them in my life. I can't wait til I can legally be a Lockwood.
I love you guys, thank you for being there for me. :')
